Guy Advice Please ?!?

so me & this guybhave been talking foor about 3 years now abbd we obly got with eachother 3 times , 1stvtime we made out ,& he fingered me (sorrry too be soo descriptive] 2nd time just made out & the 3rd time madeout fingered meeh & ate me out . Buut every time I asked him if he liked meeh he would saay no ... But when we did get with eachother wed either be drunk or high ... Buut we smoke with eachother all the time and flirt & hes even picked meeh up from places numerouse times fron 12 at night to like 3 in the morning & we text almost every day for hours sooo does he lie when he saay he doesnt like me ? Cause it feels like he does ..